Originally released in April 2016, this is the first release of Deakin’s Sleep Cycle vinyl LP, featuring digitally re-mastered audio.
Includes unlimited streaming of SLEEP CYCLE
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 4 days
Purchasable with gift card
$25USDor more
Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album
Originally released in April 2016, this is the first release of Deakin’s Sleep Cycle on CD, featuring digitally re-mastered audio.
Includes unlimited streaming of SLEEP CYCLE
via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
ships out within 4 days
Purchasable with gift card
$14USDor more
lyrics
standing in the desert faces stare back from the dunes / brought here by courage or delusion i won’t stop but i feel ripping mad / so i am crying words that don’t make sense to me or them / but i am singing i am singing beams the child inside then disappears again / still i go on repeating words of loss and failure / of every choice that i gave up to guardian anger / i hope that you can feel life / cause even watching descent i see light // but i recall i called you hate / repeated words get locked and phased / and these words attach / some words like stone / you find with time you build more than sow / you build a house / you build what you know / I wonder if that’s home // tangled up at home unloved intentions all i see / all those collected stacked and fretted over treasures leave me spinning so / i’ll leave the door wide open my old friend there’s more unfound / it’s time for letting wounds and breaking through these pretty patterned knots i twist around / dad i can’t see i’ve lost my voice i need direction / reweighed each choice so many times i’ve lost reflection // you’ve got to let go so you’ll grow / then even when you feel blind you’ll still know // so i asked again when i get home can i build space? / and clear these ripples of disorder and erosion i feel nipping mad / and when i find my way through all discolor in my mind / swear i’ll never leave imbalance or impatience standing guard or keeping time / cause i hold on to things that dearly need replacing / broken time ruling pain and failed aging / when i let go i just am / conjured back to myself i just am // in holding on i’ve grown too tight / my joints are cracked my eyes gone white / stop holding / don’t wait too long your face is sown / your fears won’t fail and new ones will show / only steps you take will help you to grow / and when I hope i hope i’m home / i’ll step inside and i’ll feel grown / if only / don’t wait for safe just fall inside / and wisely forgetting to take / that treasured stain you’ve always relied / i wonder what you’ll show
credits
from SLEEP CYCLE,
released April 6, 2016
recorded and mixed by Deakin at the rabbit hole in NOLA and at Sita's Delight in Maryland
Seeing AC live doesn't compare, but I'll Bandcamp my way in and imagine the rest. Glad this supports equality and inclusivity - the only way forward. - Mark mkashman
AnCo live is a completely different AnCo, and that couldn't be any more apparent than within this era of their live performances. Reworking songs from Painting With to work better in a live context, while also calling on previous sonic triumphs and giving them new life as well. Out of body experience from start to finish. Jasca1127